Y’all. I’ve been absolutely floored by the reaction to this one photo I shared on Instagram recently. I was humbled and brought to tears when nearly a thousand women reached out by sharing their own familiar stories while offering me encouragement for being real and honest about the changes that come with becoming a mother. This post was shared by a few media outlets like Huffington Post Parents, Huffington Post UK, PopSugar, Daily Mail, Trending World, Metro, and Poland. It BLOWS my mind to see this message that I feel passionate about has reached so many people that identify with this reality. I’ve felt truly humbled that this has, in a small way, brought women together to have more love for the bodies that gave them motherhood. This experience lights a fire in me to continue sharing every aspect of what being a mom is for me.
This is what I shared on Instagram: “When your 5 year old sees your post-partum stomach and gives it a big ol’ tummy twister while laughing hysterically and hollering “IT FEELS LIKE BUBBLE GUM!!!”, you post that ridiculous, unflattering open-mouth pic instead of the “prettier” one. Oh, sweet girl.. I hope you always feel confident in the skin you’re in. Stretched, loose and marked up. It’s beautiful. This belly of mine will forever share my story. It’s a novel that pleaded and prayed to house my babies. The fresh, crepe-paper skin means that tiny Avery is nestled in my arms instead of on the inside. My sore chest means that I’m still single-handedly growing this baby. What a straight up miracle this is. I’m feeling 100% proud of this post-partum body, with its jelly abs and shriveled up skin. It made me a mother. A mother who now has cellulite because that’s just how my body handled pregnancy. This was my road to Motherhood. Paved with miserable pregnancies and yet a lifetime of unconditional pure love for these 4 little ones. And yeah, I’ll make these girls reenact this childhood photo when they’re grown with bubblegum bellies of their own.”
My first thought after looking at the photo was “wow my mouth and laugh look pretty ridiculous and awkward”. I wasn’t going to post it—ask my hubs who snapped it! But I loved this moment with my girls too much to pass it up. I wanted to remember it and I felt inspired to share my honest and very raw feelings that I understand a lot of us mothers experience.
Here’s a few questions from journalists (STILL so crazy to me!) I answered:
What motivated you to share this post? The majority of my relationships through Instagram are with women, especially moms. I shared so much of my journey through pregnancy, so I also wanted them to see what happened to that same belly after giving birth. We don’t see enough of that plastered on the cover of magazines. What we DO see is a lot of advertisement to repair the damage from birthing our babies. I mean, come on, encourage us to feel confident with our bodies as they are post birthing a baby. I wanted to share the beauty and blessing I now view my body as. I wanted other women to feel inspired to love the new skin that made them mothers.
How did you feel about your postpartum body after your previous pregnancies? Before having babies I was a lot more critical of what there was NOTHING to be truly critical about. After my rough full-term twin pregnancy I remember being 6 months postpartum and worrying that my body would never get back to what I thought was “normal” for me. I remember stressing about what I could do to tighten up my belly and skin. Now after 3 pregnancies my body is quite a bit different, but I appreciate what it has gone through to bless me with my children. Even though I’m motivated to make my body as fit and healthy as I reasonably can, I feel very proud of my stretchy skin and changed body that will always tell my story. This body gave me motherhood. Now I feel pride, encouragement, and gratitude for my changed body.